it will not define me

after reading over my old xanga blog from a few years ago and nearly puking my internal organs out, i promised myself that i would never let a girl define me or my blog. but im just going to say this about the new girl in my life right now, "could this be?"

played the first game of the new season and hit a HR in my first at bat. the hardest hit ball from either team tonight playing in upper D. glad to get hthe first HR out of the way. hopefully just the first of many.

its crazy cause im by no means the biggest player on the field but i seriously hit the ball harder and further than almost everyone else ive seen except in a couple of tourneys.

so yeah, i think things are taking a turn for the better and im feeling good about the new season. i think im going to take it to the next level and im ready to rake.

im max benching almost 275 now. i can do the standing curl at almost 125. im just so much stronger than ive ever been in my life. its insane and its results are on the field no doubt. ive started doing new core exercises as well which was killing my abs but i can actually see definition now. its amazing what can be accomplished with some discipline and putting your mind to it.